HAPPY NEW YEAR

well to everyone reading I hope all of your dreams came true for the past year. When i reflected on my last year not gonna lie wasn't stellar. So who do i blame ? can't blame kids,husband,work anything really i let things get me down. Soas a part of my new me i am going to TRY to not let my emotions take over my life i wasted to much time sitting on the couch instead of playing go seek with my kids. So this year my resolution is to play like a kid have fun and I am not going to sweat the small stuff, go with the flow if you will. I cant grantee that everyday is going to be full of laughs but i will strive to belly laugh at least once a day. You all know the laugh i mean the one that starts in your toes and falls from your mouth and can't be stopped. It may take a tickle fight with the kids or I will remember the time i got out of my car slipped on the ice and slid right under my car,my hand stuck in my pockets all i do was laugh and wait for my husband to realize i wasn't beside him. AAAHHHH ok ya thats my belly laugh for today !!!!!!!!. My kids need me to teach them what it is to be strong, Jessica who has down syndrome needs these lessons taught to her they are not just learned in the same way i learned or even Kacie for that matter. This is going to be a very busy year for me but with diet and exercise I may make it through. I will be posting workouts and diet this on my twitter account to keep everyone abreast of what I am up to. I believe that these are the first steps to find who i am or even who i use to be. Being ADD/ADHD makes it hard to keep on any type of  set schedule so i just play it by ear if it doesn't get done in the morning it will get done in the evening . So i guess only I have the power to change what I don't like about me or my life. Some things i wouldn't change for the world but other watch out cuz your outta here !!!!!!!!!!!!  Happy new year everyone.