My name is Tammy. I am a 39 year old, mother of 2 girls both with special needs. I work full time as a RPN at my local hospital. I have ADD/ADHD, anxiety and depression. This is my search on a somewhat daily basis of finding me. Some where over the last 12 or so years of being a mom and a nurse and a wife and a housekeeper and a fixer of all things big and small. I have lost what was me.Now i am left feeling deflated used and unvalidated.This is me finding me .
words to live by
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those matter don't mind.
- Dr Seuss
- Dr Seuss
Monday, 19 December 2011
Rise from the ashes of your own life
Well day 1 is well underway, didn't go quite as planned but i am staying positive. I woke up late and had to rush to get the girls to school on time so no breakfast for me and i didn't take my anti anxiety meds so it was domed to fail right off the bat. However, I have no worries i can handle this not as a failure but as a opportunity to succeed tomorrow. I have been watching Oprah's life class there was a episode that was called "rise from the ashes of your own life" on this episode, there was a lady who had lost her 4 children and was with good reason wondering how she would carry on. This made me think, well my kids were not taken violently and yet there are day were I feel how can i go on, She eventually remarried and had 2 more children she is very brave and strong I figure that if she can rise from those ashes and continue on then I too can carry on. I will enjoy life as hard as it may be some days, I will enjoy every minute of raising my children because far to soon they will be out enjoying their lives with their children. My hope form them is that i have been able to give them the tools to rise from the ashes of their lives to live strong and free from guilt and fear.
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