My name is Tammy. I am a 39 year old, mother of 2 girls both with special needs. I work full time as a RPN at my local hospital. I have ADD/ADHD, anxiety and depression. This is my search on a somewhat daily basis of finding me. Some where over the last 12 or so years of being a mom and a nurse and a wife and a housekeeper and a fixer of all things big and small. I have lost what was me.Now i am left feeling deflated used and unvalidated.This is me finding me .
words to live by
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those matter don't mind.
- Dr Seuss
- Dr Seuss
Saturday, 4 August 2012
Disaster !!!!!!!!!
Well the last few months have been a complete disaster for me ! . With the kids home from school makes my schedule take a land slide to the pits . My wish is that my ADD/ADHD would allow OCD in me have a day so I could actually complete one of my obsessive tasks that I take during a day. I wear myself out then end up not finishing any of them . The doctor has changed my adhd medication and i am not sure how it is working yet we are doing a weekly dose increase and am now at 50 mg which is about half way up the scale. It is a stimulant and i have noticed a slight decrease in appetite (not complaining though) I am going to try to start to be a responsible blogger (wait haven't I said that before) and try to post every day that i am off work . The kids go back to school on Sept 4 so that will make life easier on me for sure. I am looking a lot of home organization blogs and all of them have a home management binder and i have attempted to create on using printables from their sites however , sadly they don't come to your house and kick you in the butt when your mind is in tail spin. So that is something i am trying very hard to work on is my focus which is one of the hardest things to focus on . I am going on a organizing frenzy now, i will let you know how it goes.
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